lol why am i still online at this time?! MYGOD.

another day of slacking in sch. really a waste of time actually.
after sch was unbelievable. lunch was so full that i couldnt even eat dinner lah. today is a sian day.

one day, im gonna sit in the mrt and go round and round spore. haha. its not lame.

and wth! i cant find the compo paper! then i cant do the compo. fuck lah. just when i have the motivation to do some decent work, my chance is taken away ):

ohwell, back to audition then. hehe :D

i think i ever mentioned about mugging for eoys. but i guess its never gonna happen. well, somehow the motivation is gone again. i fear to think of the day i get back my results, knowing i cant take chem and bio. i think i'll just go to obs and drown myself in the pool of mud. seriously. damn scary lah. and i managed to finish the freakin ss. though i know very well that its just some junk. i doubt tcher's ever gonna read that anyway, so why bother?

suffered alot of shock tonight. and i knew it. some things just happen for the sake of happening lah. wednesday is a cursed day. hope nothing happens tmr and ruin all our plans (:

i think i slept too much in the afternoon, now i cant sleep!

btw, sri (shree) lanka really sucks to the core. i dun mean any harm, so pls dun send me to jail.

some idiot sent me this email..

This is based on a true story.........it's very touching.. U have to read this.

A certain rich businessman had a beautiful daughter, who fell in love with a guy who was a cleaner. When the girl's father came to know about their love, he did not like it at all, and so began to protest about it. Now it happened that the two lovers decided to leave their homes for a happy future. The girl's father started searching for the two lovers but could not find them. At last, he accepted their love and asked them to come back home in local newspaper. Her father said 'If you both come back I will allow you to marry the guy you love, I accept that you loved each other truly. So in this way, their love won and they returned home.

The couple went to town to shop for the wedding dress. He was dressed in white shirt that day. While he was crossing the road to the other side to get some drinks for his wife, a car came and hit him and he died on the spot. The girl lost her senses. It was only after sometimes that she recovered from her shocked. The funeral and cremation was the very next day because he had died horribly.

Two nights later, the girl's mother had a dream in which she saw an old lady. The old lady asked her mother to wash the blood stains of the guy from her daughter's dress as soon as possible. But her mother ignored the dream. The next night her father had the same dream, he also ignored it. When the girl had the same dream the next night, she woke up in fear and told her
mother about the dream. Her mother asked her to wash the clothes which have blood stains immediately. She washed the stains but some remained. Next night she again had the same dream she again washed the stains but some still remained. Next night she again had the same dream and this time the old lady gave her a last warning to wash the blood stain, or else something terrible will happen.This time the girl tried her best to wash the stains and the clothes nearly tore, but some stains still remained.

She was very tired. In the late evening the same day while she was alone at home, someone knocked the door. When she opened the door she saw the same old lady of her dream standing at her door. She got very scared and fainted. The old lady woke her up... and gave her a blue object, which shocked the girl.

She asked "What is this...?"

The old lady replied.... "Try DYNAMO Liquid Soap... just a dab and it will remove all stubborn stains!!!"

I know how you all are feeling now... I have been through this too. But don't look at me like that leh... I'm also hunting for the idiot who mailed this to me!

wth right? -__________-

this is really omg. guess wad? haha read on first. i went to see doc just now. at first he was still taking my height and weight and ask me abt the heart problems thingy..then is asthma. i told him i got asthma. then he keep asking qns..and he say if i have attack within the lats 2 years, i cant go obs! omg of course i said yes. then he ask me if i got difficulty in breathing during pe and stuff. then i say sometimes. hehehe.
dr ong: then im sorry, looks like you cant go for this course.
me: oh ok..
dr ong: dont go lah! save the money to buy dvds(:
me: hahahah :DDDDD

so in conclusion, I NO NEED GO OBS! YES, I NO NEED TO GO! OH LEH!!!!!! WAHAHHAHAHA! :DDDDDDD rejoice! hope jean no need go too. her mum can just write a letter saying she got slpwalk and stuff. dun go lah! only crazy ppl wanna go obs! lalala~~~~~~~~~~~

omg, i hear the super nice song on the tv now..which means my fav show is gonna start soon! ahhhh i can only sit here and listen to the song ): damn sad can! i love that show. too bad van cant watch it too.

anw, im scewred for bio kc. yeah, and its time to cry )':
why didnt i post ytd or something? then i wont be so chi kui..tsk. so blardy irritating lah. things never turn out right for me. esp when it comes to sci. this is just plain unfair/unlucky.

ohwell, i shall post a few more stupid qns and make my way to lalaland(:

this a is a bad time to get addicted to audition. sigh. but i promise i'll mug too. hopefully the motivation comes back soon(:

the lib is super freaky. esp the haunted section. me and jean keep freaking each other and i swear nvr to go there again. tai mei luo was so evil today. purposely make us find 10 pages of books which cannot be found! wth right? and i actually owe the lib 30cents! lol. i didnt even borrow any book lah pls -_- lousy spydus system!

enough of crap. im gonna read mov now. wait, did i even bring the book home? haha. but before mov, i must read the newspapers first ): everyday so many things happen..wads their problem lah? purposely make me read more only! grrr.

go draw the graph
y=cos4x
doesnt it look like penis?

haha xiaolin wanna les with me :D

hahaha im quite traumatised now. luckily my parents forced me to read the newspaper. hehehe :D i wanna go there again to eat everything else on the menu! ahhhhh! they look so delicious lah. and can eat the TT again (: omg!!

oh, bio today was pathetic. no internet, no batt, no peace! i can hardly get to post lah. then trashpal still come and coup internet form my grp! just see below and you'll get it.

omg, spore need 300 million gallons of water a day. didnt know we waste so much water..

lol. okaye, jean has basically summarised the whole of today in her blog.

1. im beginning to love maths so much that im obsessed with doing all the maths hw (: oh, how great is that! leong must be so proud of me man! but thats so not true. she's ignoring me/us. oh, im so hurt you know. like, how can she ignore us?! we're so enthu in asking questions and clarifying stuff and.. T___T

2. stupid van, make me kena for the chi thingy! suay lah! hmm..if she cant take law, she can consider being a fortune teller. -.-

3. mr bean is damn funny and i cant seem to stop laughing at his actions. lol! what a pity bean raider isnt as funny as mr bean ): hahahahah.

4. on the bus, a bunch of ah mas came on board just after we came up with the balloon theory.
first, it will produce a loud *BANG* then, it will go *feeeeeeeeeeeeee!!*and lastly for the grand finale whatever air that is left inside comes out hissing.. *ssssssssssss!*
[qoute from chiobu mushroom's blog]

5. i had a pervertic thought but too bad i couldnt carry it out. lol :D

6. jean was damn nice can. she just left me stranded on the bus. the worst thing is, she said "or bi quek" before she left lah! walao! what can i do but smile? -____-

7. i just looked thru the OBS thingy and i wanna back out..seriously )':

8. chiobu mushroom is going to the dentist in 10 mins..hope the dentist doesnt pluck out all her teeth. xD

i cant wait to hand in trigo hw 2 and 3! hahahahah. im gonna bia maths and prove to her that im not stupid or wad and i dun need to copy. tell me that you want us to hand in the hw now! muahahhahahaha :D

from today onwards, im gonna mug like hell. haha do you believe?

what the hell im so blardy pissed by some idiotic ppl and its getting on my nerves oh what the fuck what the hell. this world is just so unfair with so many jian ppl around and i really hate to share you know. yeah im selfish, but i dont really care. just stop being so jian! grrrr.

早睡早起身体好. lol just some random thoughts. my grandma used to tell me that when i was young -.-

OMG PHYSICS IS REALLY LAME. SEAN KEEP ON SAYING THAT THE ACCIDENT HAPPENED COS THE PPL TOO HEAVY. AND GUESS WAD, TTS REALLY THE CASE! WALAO, AND TO THINK I WASTED TWO WEEKS ON TT STUPID PROJECT! AND ALL IS NOT OVER YET! WE STILL HAVE 2 MORE REPORTS TO DO! WTH. PHYSICS IS FULL OF SHIT AND I SHANT WASTE ANY MORE TIME COMMENTING ON IT. GRRRR.

1. hooray chi hw is completed.
2. half of maths tuition hw is done, which is a big achievement(: and i hate trigo.
3. i posted some crap on bio kc. (sean is so jian lah!)
4. gonna finish bio by tonight, hopefully i have the time.
5. tonight have to go church..so probably there isnt much time left to do bio report ):
6. i feel so restless and i wanna die.

oh, and happy national day! i dun wanna be accused of not being loyal to my country and end up in jail instead.

omfg! why is neopets in chi?!?!?!?!?!

omg lah, jinghui told me that i sent her 20 blank smses! TWENTY BLANKS! walao i swear i didnt send those smses. damn freaky lah. and waste my money somemore!

failed to pon school.
ran for 196 like hell but in the end changed our plan, and had to change bus. waste my effort running! went to chung cheng. toured jean arnd the school and she keep saying it looks like the imperial palace. actually, it really does. lol. jean went to ring the bell and this sec1 guy was like: so stupid.
went dhs next. jean screamed for nothing cos she tot she saw someone. -_- toured dhs and i finally saw the painting of the octopus and the woman with the "baby". oh, the baby is in cchms. lol!
then went to parkway. ate ajisen ramen. we were so full that i almost puked. i was so nice, so i walked with jean to her house bus stop. met gena and xueli on the bus. how malu.
reached home and slept till 5pm.

oh, wad an interesting day!

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hehe. i just learned a new medical term during miao shou ren xin just now(:
intubate: transitive and intransitive verb to insert a tube through the vocal cords and into the windpipe in order to provide somebody's lungs with oxygen, usually during surgery under anesthesia.

when people see two dots, they tend to draw a line to connect the dots. sounds familiar, vanessa? lol.

argh. i woke up at 12pm today. then watched the repeat of miao shou ren xin. i think i can memorise the whole story liao. lol. feeling super lethargic. i know there's plenty of hw to do, but none appeals to me now ): guess i've to force myself to do the chi compo sometime today cos the whole of tmr is packed. ohwell, i'll see how it goes. btw is there ss make-up on monday?

1. as you can see, i've changed the blogskin. i really love the 3.3333333333333333 part. just like vanessa (x

2. progress report came today. do i need to explain further? all progress reports suck, except for those smartass ):

3. just showed the maths test paper, progress report and obs form to my mum. she hasnt got back to me yet. im expecting loads of nagging and scolding soon..help!

4. tmr is PFT. and i wanna cry! )': i seriously cant run. for god's sake, i rather die.

5. obs really sucks and i WISH and PRAY that i can pon. all those activities freaks me out. :(

6. compared to obs/results/pft, the chi story thingy has become insignificant. but the story is really crap.

7. superband or brainwashing? to lie or not to lie? haix.

im tired of all these worrying and thinking and lying. i need peace.

i knew it. http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=74982&action=Preview

i was worrying abt maths. like how am i supposed to show my mum the borderline maths test? then..
i searched for the maths test paper, and guess wad? i left the whole maths file under the table in class! how great huh?

FROM COURSE : SFCG1C06
Physics Report 1
Hi,
Remainder from the CEO of Funride wonderland that you are to submit report 1 on " how the ride works" on Wednesday (2/8/06) by 12 noon

how lame. cant they just go straight to the point? -_-

i wanna sue the blardy cleaner lah! pay for my tablet's injury!! ahhhhh! today is such a suay day and i can predict more misfortunes in the time to come.. )':

some people are just plain stupid and irritating. argh.

gosh. liusha is physics pro! she did like 80% of the report?! sean in pro too. in fact, everyone is pro except me lah.

just now at msn..

sharon: if the height is the same rite..if steepness increases den dist decreases
me: huh i still dun understand..
sharon: wait i draw show u





THEN..

sean: yes, i draw for u
me: omg. you also want to draw?!



and they both drew -_-

ohwell, i still dun get the whole report..

MONDAY.

felt sick in the morning. but went to school for the sake of lake house. ran out of tissues and nobody had tissue as expected. had to coup toilet paper in the end. managed to escape the chi thingy..how heng. became sicker as time passed. finally sch ended. went tm to watch lake house. i didnt feel like eating/drinking. and guess who we met at gv? xiuqing and her gang! we were like omg omg.

gwyneth: what show are you all watching?
us: lake house
gwyneth: LAKE HOUSE!
everyone: AHHHHH!
us: which row are you all sitting?
gwyneth: i dunno..which row ah?
xiuqing: J
us: omg same row.
everyone: AHHHHH! *check the tickets* AHHHHH!

okaye, we made such a din. i just cant believe we were sitting beside them. so qiao. i was forcing myself to stay awake throughout the whole show. definately not because it was boring. -_- the stupid theatre was so freakin cold and i had zero supply of tissue. how pathetic.

the lake house was _____. i cant find any words to describe it. how romantic. just didnt like the way it ended - its too short. and i hate the morgan. disgusting guy.

went to marine parade lib afterthat to borrow the tuesdays with morrie. (its a stupid book. and i didnt know morrie was a guy) i was almost dying lah, my head damn pain. blah blah. so i was lying on the sofa while jean helped me find the book. thanks jean(: oh, did i mention starbucks turned into cafe galilee? exactly! i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me.

the moment i got home, i slept till my mum came home. my father was already at home when i got home. he kept asking me if i had fever. i said no, of course tts a lie. didnt touch my tablet for the whole night. i knew i wasnt going to sch today..

okay, im turning back time.

FRIDAY; on the mrt to raffles place..

me, lihui and vic boarded the mrt. then lihui extra, went to the last cabin. me and vic went to the 2nd last. and we couldnt find any seats. then due to my smart genes, i turned behind to see if lihui found any seats. and then i saw two empty seats. you know those 2 together one? yeah. so i faster ran there. so me and lihui coup the 2 seats. then opp the 2 seats got another 2 mah. but got one guy sitting there liao..then vic reaction damn slow lah. she didnt even know i sat down liao. then when she turned around, she saw us sitting down and i think she almost killed us. lol. but she no choice, had to sit with that guy. hahahaha. im crapping..

anyway, here's victoria. looking dumb as usual xP



ohya, see the tie? she's mad lah i tell you. she refused to take off her tie. "im a prefect and im supposed to set a good example. we're not supposed to take off the tie. taking it off means altering the uniform.." oh wadeva. me and lihui cant be bothered to persuade her liao.

tts lihui below. she looks like a fish hor? lol.




blah blah. then at vt, me and vic were rotting.
haha. victoria at victoria theatre. cool huh.

for the sake of vanessa, i shall blog..

alright, SATURDAY.

1. got the book session thingy at bedok lib. damn malu lah. me and jean reached the lib realising that everyone else were NOT wearing sch uni. so i faster dragged jean away to the toilet. then when we were in the toilet, jean said that they saw us running to the toilet. omg lah. how embarassing.

2. the woman made us read some story called mid-autumn. the only thing i can rmb abt the story is gek sim. then she gave us this blue paper abt taliban. (below are some rediculous regulations issued by the taliban)

- public transport will be segregated, with a bus for women and a bus for men.
- nail polish, lipstick and make-up are forbidden.
- displaying photos of animals or humans is forbidden.
- a woman must not go to a men's tailor
- a young woman must not engage in conversation with a young man. if they do so, they must be married immediately.
- muslim families may not listen to music, even during a wedding ceremony.
- families are prohibited from taking photos or making videos, even during a wedding.
- no merchant is permitted to sell woman's undergarments.

3. i expected like 20 ppl to turn up for the session, but only got like 10? pathetic lah. if i know its not compulsory, then i dun go liao.

4. guess where's this taken? (i know the lighting is horrible)



5. went to eat at cafe galilee.
just see the receipt. save my explaination.


and the chilli sauce from cafe galilee.



6. then we went to take neos outside macs. the WORST neoprints i've ever taken. the first machine printed us in black and white. then the second machine got colour. but we looked terrible. i was damn angry lah. then after that jean stepped on my left shoe lace, then right shoe lace, and finally, my wallet. wth. grrr.

7. night time went jean's house. celebrate gerard's bdae. i think i mentioned that he's my nephew. edmund baked/made a cake for him. but its not exactly a cake. i think its more like baby food. it looked nice though.



i ate one hello panda and i almost puked. haha.



here he is. cute hor? :D

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考不上的好学校 可以不微笑就走
把手慢慢交给我 放下心中的困惑
雨点从两旁划过 割开两种精神的我
经过老伯的家 篮框变得好高
爬过的那棵树 又何时变得渺小
这样也好 开始没人注意到我
等雨变强之前 我们将会分化软弱
趁时间没发觉 让我带着你离开
没有了证明 没有了空虚
基于两种立场 我会罩着你
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